Too many thoughts....

& I can't help but to be that go to girl... the one that everyone goes to when they need something. Where is my go to person? I can't let the emotions get the best of me. Is all this worth it? I need to know if this is a battle worth fighting for. I cant take the he say she say, I just wanna know what you say...can you say what you mean and mean what you say? I dont want what the others have... I want my own... our own....something....Maybe I don't know what love is. Im just fine being on my own but your warm imbrace has spoiled me. Is there anyone around that can make a girl feel....make her feel good....?